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Why me?

was it like in the comic strip Hagar so beautiful in the lightning destroyed his ship? "Why me?" and God's answer: "Why not?"

in the last 3? Weeks ago I had zero time to write really, just enough to recover a little. In recent weeks I've been working 6 days a week and just under 60 hours - can make me so mans. They knew full well that I am net fend for so long is not my assumption is common and I thanks to the strike and minus hours and not too short (33) had found sies probably leave immediately justified 2x push me in places, Ne 12-hour shift -.- has

Aaaaaber tomorrow is New Year's and so therefore the stressful time around justified the overtime. After all, I am present almost to 0 in terms of my hours. What I do think, though ne cheek: But I Christmas and New Year Clock antanze I get from 7-14 for each day again 1h minus Weil is not a full working day. This, however, the days are, where you do not open longer MUST have - at least for Christmas - this is one of non-nor the human kindness that we would get maybe an hour or so ... given nööö non-clear. What I was just riding to go into retail? Yesterday I ham also 2 customer like that addressed by the weak side, I would almost collapsed after the whole day for a long time have believed any of my colleagues, I would be the outlet for everyone's bad mood. Hergott sky, but honestly! And this Gelästere, turns out a little ass to catch the others move here about them - the sick like that! But what I reg for me, max one more week and I'm always in the fish, then I can of what the gossip of women there to be real ass walk by.

Oh, I shall now taken over by the way ^ ^ After I finally secure voluntary -. In addition to the mega overtime - tidy 4h the cooling did so because they think all their shit can be deposited with us because they clean up their non-cooling and that is why the new product has no place, then additionally the place where everyone everything tidy ENVISAGES, and not really all that old sow but more needs to be disposed of itself is exhausting, even brought to Fordermann got me then ne nice cold because of the 4 h in the cooling system was also calculated on the day 5 degrees below normal temperature, that is, -3 degrees, a heavy cold caught have and am still appeared good to work, they could accuse me, at least not poor work ethic anymore.

But when I came home at Christmas I've gehaun first time 2 h on the ear and slept through the more or less Christmas.

was fundamentally I am glad that non-Christian in the time since, it was because I really had no more nerve. At bottom, all I've done the last few weeks to work, sleep, eat and go in the evening before bed ne episode Veronica Mars (^ my new addiction. ^ Or rediscovered) Gugger.

Christa fact is actually in the mental hospital - Crisis Intervention - 10 days acute treatment with 8 days of contact ban them - we say we ham 1x 5 minutes on the phone in time belongs - on 22 isse then came out, wanted to come here - I have aba said the stay should forget, too much effort for n few hours and I wanted to infect non was so cold fat - but would in fact simply packed ego non to see them. I was kind of angry - asked me why net. I think they can go so while I work off your ass and because they are constantly running away from home, especially to Mom and Dad, it could be called today in psychiatry in Bayreuth.

I have for the first time seen again for 3 weeks where they opened me then: you moves out. Is ja nich so than I would have no idea, but I did not see it and now this truth, I felt my life breaks down - again - over me, especially when I have the feeling that the facade is, ne wrecking ball comes and I can start again. How long do I do that still, white I honestly net.
So now can I look for first ne affordable housing can again move out here I would just get the feeling of home - apart from the fact that I'm really not the time or energy for another move NEN. At that time wars okay, because I happened to have the time anyway, but now? I get a day off for NEN move - and in that one day I have it all out to create here, the stall left sparkling clean, create home inspection and all my stuff into the new apartment, there admit to at least as far as the one the most necessary is at hand - boah nee real, why me?

time about my relationship apart is most likely in the ass - As you can follow my net? Yes you, then it'll like me, I'm also the first huh? Chris wants to move out but do indeed non-circuit - a cool or logic? You want to get away because you Dachau is too quiet, too few people, they want to be with people. In NEM dorm or something. Whatever. It is meant here has destroyed them. And once again - it's still only around them. Just as in the last few months, she's always come first and she said, wonder what has been acting in the past to hide their depression - also now I have to laugh really

times it has still admitted that eating disorders and alcohol Technically regard not so special ran like she had always believed - she has vomited more often than they have admitted and drunk she probably has 3 times as she added, which was always a lot.
I mean this with the meal I noticed somehow, I always just thought, I'm spinning, too paranoid, maybe want to see that they are not so well under control as she says - or whatever. But I thought every time I saw the film of oil in the toilet, have noticed that something to eat too quickly was gone mad ne plausible explanation for this come up. I'm so stupid - she has lied to me all the time over and over again - I wonder what grade I really believe her at all can.

Sun and Today, after 2 hours, se da isse moved again - to her cousin. As the now goes - do not know but at least she said she pays the rent as long until I got ne new apartment. Is ever so decent.

Ahja and the drop encouraging ocean (I know this is childish mega Now I am just upset over): But I have zero of it got for Christmas - nada! I give her the 5th Scrubsstaffel that cost me as little as 30 flakes and it gives me net mal ne Map? What the hell? I'm net even a card worth? Really nice ... really. It is recently become increasingly clear simple that I invest in the relationship much more than they do. I told her NEN Advent themselves what filled me in total at least 30 € or additional cost, I bring you more often times a trifle, you have our "anniversaries" However given that net just cheap and it is always something that does not exceed their 10-euro mark . They give me so nen small advent calendar which you can buy at Aldi (I have used no, I'm just the gesture damn one) it was probably even in the non-sense. And now Christmas - nee I'm tired. Why am I always so? I hate the people that sin is disappointing and sooner or later. can I look myself almost when I've got a flat for me in which I hide and keep out the world. No Disappointments, no lies!

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vs. Oxford. London - Part 1: Oxford

Hello,
I'm sorry that I have not updated for so long, but I was a little busy sometimes (3 other essays on the relationship between sex and murder, why sit in New Zealand so many people in prison and whether Britain needs a constitution).
I also was with Hannah in Oxford - my favorite city in England - and in London. And finally, I'm also a bit frustrated here about the one-sidedness of these communications. I have no idea who all reads and who is actually from the blog know, but from a small comment and would be nice:)
As I said, Oxford.
Why is it my favorite city?
first the city consists of 50% from the different colleges of the University of Oxford (there are 39)

second Oxford is the oldest university in the UK
therefore
see third Most colleges and the like from the Middle Ages and the Tudor period and the rest of the city is not exactly young;)









4th The university is one of the leading academic institutions worldwide
5th They have a beautiful Library (unfortunately I was not there, but for those who have seen the Harry Potter movies: It's the Hogwarts library), which is again one of the largest in the UK.
(left: Radcliffe Camera - a part of the library)












6th this is true (almost) everything on and Cambridge, but Cambridge is a few years younger and dad is there sometimes fallen into the water) There is in places like Oxford: Bodleian Library, Balliol, Brasenose and Oriel College, Carfax Tower and Radcliffe Camera. The names sound like music to my ears. Also called the Thames, where it flows through Oxford, Thames not, but Isis. And the clock 5 minutes walk ahead of Greenwich Mean Time, because Oxford is so special;)
(left: the University Church)















Christchurch College and associated lands (especially important: Rugby field !)















A different side of Oxford ...














The British Rail used Windows with success ...
















After I was now also in London, I must admit that it is quite difficult to decide which city is better. From today I will again be there for a week (with my parents and the cutter) but I think I must continue to be the most beautiful city of Oxford in England and see London as yourself
soon - hopefully with new pictures from London
your Sabine

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My life is so corrupt, which is already almost back to laugh.

After I fought the last few days more or less with Chris over the phone because I'm just angry easily, she tells me today that she goes into psychiatry for the next 1-2 weeks.

basically sensible but I wonder just what I have kind of a life for a relationship. Why can not happen in my days just what non-ordinary? Why could always be like that?

I am so mad at Chris - so damn angry because they can hang on, always only what is making, when in fact already too late, because they are always escaping in their disease even if only a bit difficult. She grabs the non-university - she feels alone - my face. Am I a bad person, an egoist, when I think that they are not supposed to have? I have most of my teenage years spent alone - and I live too. I'm saying non, that this is a beautiful state - God dunno - but we survived.
And the university - LOL? I work at least 8 hours - the next few weeks, even Ne 60 hour week - and it creates non-university with 30 times the hours? If they can not cut it, how it will ever lead their lives independently?

But I'm kinda glad that they 2 Weeks in psychiatry is - maybe it is because darappelt again (I want to even think about it how long the non-stops again -? 4 weeks 2 months 3 days) then we get something a distance, because right now I really do not know deal with it. I will visit them there? I hope on it so that it is for the duration of your stay ban on visits, then this is not the issue.

I wish myself a normal, boring life!

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Falling apart I can not take it anymore

I can somehow still has not really understand what is happening just now. Although I - again - today was once again dead tired, I was actually pretty good mood, especially after working in the chick from the fish came to me and said, I would be starting in January with her - I say my probationary period and they were probably really take me - I was really relieved.

Sometime in the afternoon I then got a text message received by Christa (she is level in Bayreuth because her father had a blood clot in the brain and therefore mitm emergency doctor had to go to KH, which in itself bad enough is - the fact that the poor Mann has spent the last few years more at the hospital than at home due to cancer, nerve torn vein in the esophagus, etc, much worse) that it is shitty it.

I know I'm selfish man n if I admit that I have read the SMS and will be removed with the thought, "So, as always and I will not now the atmosphere can make it broken. "I do not know if I have Chris in the 7 months one day to be entirely happy or at least not even seen depressed. She is always caught in her thoughts, evaluates all she does and thinks from, makes to doubt himself badly, permanent in itself, always pulls a face like 7 days of rainy weather - I am trying really hard to support them, cheer up, to be there for her to listen to her to take her in his arms, etc, etc.

But there are days when it comes to me just sometimes not so good or I'm just breaks from work - not depressing or anything, just exhausted that I really must work hard in places, the strong play for both of us to fight for them with to support it and often wear a bit.

Then she calls me just now and suddenly I have the feeling that the world is falling over me. She tells her is really bad, her therapist, she on Thursday, before she went home, she really wanted to put for 2 weeks for acute treatment in a psychiatric hospital because it classifies Christa gefärdet as acutely suicidal. Christa says she would have in the past few weeks had never really shown you go (but she has always shown that it is not doing well just obviously not the full extent) and now she tells me all this - on the phone - hundreds of miles away from me and tells me I do not worry! Yeah nee is! I am now, of course, the peace itself, is yes or logical?

I then once again as the first reacts angrily - my first reaction to everything and she said she is glad that she did tell me over the phone and I do not have to sit opposite when I am. Yes thank you. I know myself that I see in a way, but we damn überreagier talking about suicide - the fact that I'm going to sleep all night again because I can almost die in front of concern for them, because me, the words "suicide" "acute" " psychiatry, "now in brain circuits.

I do not like to go from here - I can not more helped to fight for them, I've even really enough to do - the training calls have the strength and time, I have since not enough left her continuing depression mitzutragen, persuade her to always good to see her with this sad face, in their eyes to see that again in their thoughts is captured and tortured by them.

I somehow finds selfish, me all this to say from this distance and I am also selfish, always with sentences like "I'm afraid that you're away when I tell you something." I would certainly not be gone but if it continues like this - if they do finally gets its act together, sometimes more than a few hours where they do not have guggt depressing to himself and everything needs to analyze himself anwertet, takes everything too seriously and themselves so mad and break something - then it makes me so sooner or later broken and just the thought is to put an end because they become almost impossible for me ever again comes with sentences like "If you'd gone, I do not know how to survive."

I could only cry grad - I can no longer so simple. I can not remember me, my life is already too much, I go with her not too clear and I want my life and finally so far get a grip that I once truly consecutive days in which I at least nothing Just got the shit just is, where I can say "The day was okay" without me again in the evening then pulls down. I'm tired - just tired from the disease, the symptoms, problems, analysis of life, the eternal question "why, why," the constant battle with me, illness, my environment. I can nothing around ...

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Too much too fast

Lately I really feel on fast forward live, which is almost eerie - nee really scary.

So this has been resolved with Christa in the meantime there - sometimes I'm really glad nothing around to be in therapy, I can not say where the things that I go against the grain and burden me and I bore a relatively mid communicative person become am (^ ^ at least to my standards.) sooner or later I must also address what's on the soul - as happened regularly and Christa now has promised to go to the AA's.
fascinanting It was when she came home again it was really enormous distance between us had been resolved and as wirs then, it was much closer to me again - as it shows how times can gefärden Dammed a relationship.

My apprenticeship is also currently quite on the edge where he now more towards "Safty" tends - my review was miserable thing I found rather unfair. Some may have been true - as my mood fluctuates, while some also use my work rated but as bad as me - ey nee. I found outrageous. Especially because I get constantly contradictory statements from all sides - but okay, I'm shit but ne rating but isn 'tick with a recommendation to accept "what brings me some ne 90% chance of adoption.
Ma Guggenheim as posed. After all, ham
se me recently for the morning shift alone own shares - means I have to prepare the meat counter alone - the ma n stress. The cut about 10 varieties of raw and cooked ham, fresh cut meats, everything to look fresh again, what you unpack all the evening packed up etc containing pp. Since net and you realize it isses 1 1 / 2 hours later and we do on and you're finished grad times, but somehow found ego cool. Especially on the day only Yvonne was there and then we just threw the bar ham - relaxed with the isses really funny and totally. That makes the real fun.
meantime there is my Sirch even better than the Scharl the * piiiieeeep * has purely came over me in the evaluation that is full - has claimed I would disagree constantly, to accept any assistance when I am told that it will be made either way. Waaaa!

meantime there Habisch even baked cookies scho 3 kinds =) I'm a busy Mädle Hach - Butter cookies in various forms, ie, with jam, with white and Vollmilchschokiüberzug, coconut macaroons selbstkreirte and chocolate cereal chocolate xD Soon I will definitely have mini gingerbread Müslimakronen make and maybe vanilla.

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Ey you think actually where you meet all over the damn eating disorder? Lately I'm really feeling the jump in from each side - we will work inna every 2nd Days ne hardcore Anorex over and hangs like hypnotized in front of the candy that you really get scared if you have to go through in between, you that like the throat and jumps, every 2nd at the counter asked ne "low-fat cheese" LOL ey people, salami without fat is impossible! On the hottest sin, people who buy then Cervelat because you see as the fat chunks - that but that's why more fat than the other varieties of salami resist making I would rather they want to take the illusion even net xD And then I have also 2 women in my Beruffschulklasse - the self is subjected to a degree at ANAD, the other will soon be holding clinic - oh Jesus. And constantly want to talk about it with me - I'm so not in the mood because on it ey. Leave me alone with the crap - I've now talked about it n years, I'm tired. Yes I am still eating disorder aber ich hab mein Bedürfnis mich darüber auszutauschen, alles tot zu analysieren echt bei ANAD gelassen. Ich weiß was bei mir scheiße läuft, bin nicht gewillt was dran zu ändern weil ich eigentlich ganz gut so leben kann wies im Moment is und die Hoffnung auf n gesundes Essverhalten hab ich eigentlich eh schon begraben also warum noch groß drüber reden? Nee nee - aber die lernens auch noch.

Apropos ANAD - die Leut da sin ja auch die Härte - hab ich ja vor meinem Einzug 200 Euro Kaution hinterlegen müssen und gesagt wurde, 3 Monate nach Auszug bekommt mans wieder - ja nix is. Da muss man denen echt hinterher telefonieren und drohen bevor die mal in die Gänge kommen - echt ich glaub ich spinn! Echt ne bodenlose Nerve!

am Sunday and then I grade something of so much cheer Grey's Anatomy trip - this is so my escapism at the time, if I'm gugg I with body and soul into it and what I geflennt so lately have - madness, yes, I vienna waterfall feel myself xD The series is just too great.
mediator because I'm also really into Addison. At first I did it purely out of loyalty to Meredith hated - I will my the and already she steals her her McDreamy, her McDog - their McLife xD But I habs endured non too long - Addison is just too funny xD At scheduled, emotional - quite Simply awesome. The result was the Hammer in LA has spoken se as with the elevator or Pete by the horny elevators in Seattle tells xD I'm really laughing tears.

And I'd be freaked out - would halt ne? I flipped when I finally got what gepeilt Private Practice is - the spin-off of GA with Addison in the lead role! Yeah baby, goil rumjump xD * * So what of genius, though I present Addison in GA already missing - but Lexi I have to say is already well ne sweetness that is totally beautiful eyes.

So that's sometimes as short demolished, sorry Tanya, I'll take it again, unfortunately, present to read what it was with you lately, but I get as soon as possible. I need to learn so I present only noml bisl my grand 1.0 average in school and then think xD gehisch noml bisl GA Guggenheim before I then throw it in my hot longed bed - God all day today I was SO tired, was the real nasty.

Well, jut maketh Leutz xD * * knutsch

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flood of images Part 3 - Bath Bristol

Bristol is about 20km (or alternatively - 12 minutes by train) from Bath, and is known for its music and film industry, as the destination of the last flight of Concorde, and as the birthplace of "Race Riots" (uprising) of the 80 years ...

- Sorry, at this point I was invited to the movies (movie: Beowulf is an old English legend ... The film had many funny elements, but was otherwise not remarkable ...) and then went live journal not first, so the rest of Bristol until now.

And again, I was with Diana 2x in Bristol, the first time for shopping. And that had consequences: After I had paid on Monday afternoon at H & M with my debit card, was from 19:30 clock in London with a forged Debit card a lot of money withdrawn from my account. Fortunately, my bank noticed that and locked my card, which meant that on Thursday with another 2 pounds and 63 pence in his pocket in front of cash machines and was desperate ...
went after looking into my account then on Friday's first to the police, but has not done much, because my card was not actually stolen. Fortunately, I still have it a second card and I am therefore again liquid ...
The whole affair, however, was quite a shock - in future I will only pay cash and would also recommend you, if you're even in Britain, allegedly because something like this happens frequently!

good. Right now a more positive topic: On the second visit to Bristol-Diana and I were in the small but excellent zoo in Bristol. They did not have as many animals such as the Dresden Zoo, but this rare Gorillas with baby, Asian lion (of which there's probably only 300) and okapi. The enclosures were also very spacious and modern.
So here are some pictures:












turtles and iguanas live together.

No, this is not what it seems. That share only the place in the warm light ... in the foreground is the way a micro, as in most terrariums - so you can listen to the animals when coughing ... So far I did not, however, the lizards make sounds ... 've Honestly not heard ...








My favorite:) A mini-crocodile, it always looked as if it were grinning.























The sea lion had a large pool in which they could also be observed when swimming.

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Beautiful Chicken ...















In these images, each a little mouse, "hidden" ... PS: is the first microwave oven.
































Diana is pleased to announce that now there is to eat something soon;)

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flood of pictures Part 2 - Candy

Since Diana is an excellent baker and I'm currently pretty under-cake removal We have taken a back-test. There should be a cake-Tsarevich (Main content: chocolate and cream:) will be. The decoration, we must modify due to lack of equipment and also we have found no ground nuts - are the obvious, like cottage cheese, a rarity in Britain. Therefore, the cake was a bit "lumpy" ... I thought it was still fine and the Vatche have him also liked (or at least eaten ...).


In Great Britain there is also a great invention - Hot chocolate with cream and marshmallows. Which should necessarily be introduced also with us. However, I will then usually bad;)
down again a picture of Fudge-Chocolate-Chip-apple.


Diana, incidentally, was also enthusiastic about the cats and has made many beautiful photos ...

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flood of images Part 1 - in Bath

Diana and Hannah to visit!
The really big sites (and kept it) I borrowed for my visitors interested repeals) to see everything has lasted three days. In Bath, there are - very tourist-friendly - 2-3x daily free guided tours on foot, (ie bad words: unemployed pensioners;) of "loving people" are conducted.
would be there first: Bath Abbey

A Cathedral in the Gothic style - built in the 16th Century. 3x almost destroyed, restored again and again. Very pretty windows depicting scenes from the life of Jesus show. Here, the founder and first governor of Australia is buried, but no other, well-known "celebrities".

And next to it - very important - Fudge Factory:)
Fudge is made of butter, sugar and milk. Rather soft and incredibly unhealthy. Especially delicious in combination with an apple and chocolate chips:) The other interesting place is the Bath Sweet Shop ... are












And right next to the Abbey, the Roman Baths, the only of the hot spring in Britain are fed. The oldest spa is still perfectly from Roman times and funtioniert - thanks to professional lead lining ...

Today we can swim no longer, since died in the 70's a girl from meningitis, is after she had swallowed the water.
There are 2 years since a nice, new bathroom, calls the exorbitant ticket prices (but once you can pamper yourself, what shall we after a hard, have done for me unfortunately momentous day of shopping in Bristol as well) ...


it is in Bath at the weekend a lot of street performers and ducks throughout the week in moderation. In the background of Avon has just floods and the riverside path is flooded. Unfortunately, it has all week as Diana was there, rain. Therefore, in the defense of the Pulteney Bridge and so much water. The bridge is one of 4 bridges in the world to be built with shops on both sides ... The architect wanted to imitate the Ponte Vecchio in Florence. Click - Who wants a settlement. So I personally can see no similarity with the best will ...

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intermediate information from the flood of images

Stark late - but better late than never;)
Today I had my 3rd Riding lesson. After the 2nd a student from Hong Kong has fallen from his horse, has reduced the number of students riding ... More time for me to practice - in the meantime I can trot without my horse runs across the riding stable and without hurting me but (perhaps even without looking particularly stupid, but I can tell bad). Unfortunately, I have until now always had a relatively small horse while riding on all other 2-meter monsters, which of course have a larger step size. The result is that I speed up my horse really has to constantly - "Give her a kick" all the time! Even though I am assured all the time that's not a problem - I still like to kick the horse!
Today is not overthrown ...
I also was with my host family in the theater - Shakespeare's "The Comedy of Errors." I must admit I had until yesterday never heard of it. Played, the Royal Shakespeare Society, the theater was packed and the applause huge ... The play was actually quite funny, albeit a bit ... simple.
The last two weeks I had a visit from Diana and Hannah - and therefore have a lot of beautiful pictures:) The
there's tomorrow:) promise.
Greetings
Sabine

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WTF? All or Nothing

2 weeks ago had the first of wirs due to alcohol - and now I find again vodka with her. WTF? Honestly, I know next nothing around. I dunno how to deal with it what I can do. On the one hand, I will support her, help her find out what I can only would mean sending you, I would have 24 hours a day there for them - I can not - just from work but also her soul I'll manage just non. I can be strong non-accessible for both of us. I have grad hands full to do with myself - why they can not even fight for themselves?

do what I now? I admit - even if non-fine English style was - I'm alittle bit rumgesucht with her, would not I put everything aufn head, I've only once the drawers opened to see if they might somewhere what has and is the first case I open the - ne 3 / 4 empty bottle of vodka - vodka n other like 2 weeks - means that it has in the meantime, during the 4 days she was here, again drunk. I could only cry grad. I know how this will be non-beat further, certainly not. I should now act with understanding and support it? But I switched everything to grad Abblockmodus. I am disappointed, feel betrayed lied to and led by the nose. It is null honest to me. I can slowly yet more.

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I'll hang here again total hinnan her * gna * If what happened, then I usually do not have time or inclination to write and if I had time, has always had so much piled up that the idea, now an hour to tap me totally discourages ^. ^ And since I am a "Full Monty" Man, I can not write only s new flavors.

Well aba nu wa make the time, otherwise I'll come read all day at some point n -.-Or even just take it again ^ ^

So what is happening lately, we divide the time in order to keep track of.

work: Yeah

had my first week of day shift, 8:00 Talk about - 17:00 clock and even the first week in which I had to work Saturdays. ne interesting experience and although I had a horror of the morning shift was, God knows why, I find that really quite pleasant, the time is any faster around when busy in the morning first order is to prepare the counter, which lasts just over 1 1 / 2 hours when a couple is. Although this week was again Miss Jessica they do, they do Jessica, Jessica get her this and she put the there and and and "with me there, but even that I survived.
But I must say scho present times - from 8 to 1 to smoke no part is scho krass! Can survive in but oh well - know what I mean smoking; o) On Monday, when I went to the lunch break smoked my first one had, I had the same dizzy bisl * laughs * that was funny manner.

otherwise there us a lot of stress at work. Tatjana me this week zamgepfiffen times really - what I said that is not an old sow: If you have outside of core hours (ie Speak from 9:30 - 18:05 clock) layer and is apprentice, then you have to get pass NEN, Enter the working time shift, the sign of AL, or substitute sponsor can and throw in the designated mailbox that can correct this in the personnel office. Since I knew I had the non consequently on 2 Tag der Frühschicht gleich mal noch ne Stunde mehr minus zusätzlich zu den 11 die ich dank des Streiks eh schon hatte. Also hab ich Tatjana, als sie mir mal zufällig übern Weg gelaufen is, weil die Frau findet man ja auch nie, darauf angesprochen und sie hat mich dann so doof von der Seite angemacht, dasse ich diesen Zettel ausfüllen müssen etc pp. Ich meinte so "ja das hat mir ja keiner gesagt" und wie des denn funktioniert und da hat sie mir das dann mehr als genervt erklärt. Ja hallo? Auf der einen Seite soll ich fragen auf der anderen Seite werd ich nur angemault wenn ichs tu.
Ja ja dann hat sie mich auch gleich nochmal auf die Gesundheitskontrolle angesprochen - da hatte sie ja letztens gemeint als ich kam "Ich muss nacher mal talk to you "and is then ready to hiss - so what do I sometimes full not begin, because once I then the worst things of which I could have done without was me being aware of it or they kick me out or something stuff some point. as it has been by 2 minutes, it then has just begun as on Tuesday, what would have been there, I answer "health check", "What ham to do?" I "measured the bar temperature," she "And what came out here," I. "Äääähm I think non-soo good"
who've said this, that agree with non-etc - boss came in, conversation stopped and upward no sound lost - I was on leave and now came back se so on. I should think at this, the salami should indeed be cooled non-time and whether that would really be so dramatic and only if the bar temperature 3 ° C would be required over because anyway just for the fresh sausage is true and that I should also think about whom shall I tell you what, that the department had finally LM MY department and if there is what is should not be so run that no one would go out to other departments, etc, etc.
Basically, I already knew all this before they had left from the stack, which she alludes. On the day of control, I am in boarded elevator in which the decoration scho-trainees were and one said I looked stressed, so I said stop that We also have stress because of the degree Gesundheitsfuzi and I stupidly also just told also that it was warmer in the salami as it should be. However, there were still two other women in the elevator and be one of those must have ran the same return mail to Tatjana. But I knew the moment scho said than ego and had been aware that we are alone in the lift net just that the action was shit ne. Well make can take it again and severally reversed.

Yeah then we went further, Tatiana asked me how I do with stress, handle came from, and they made me so in mule grad so I have first of all time thought of interpersonal stress and sincere, that while I non-collapsing but almost also non- can handle it. But that they are likely to stress business, so at Christmas time and so thought I then came out too late. . Nargh super> \u0026lt;

On the same day - it was 17:00 clock, I would say closing time had stood at least 10 people in there at the counter and I would be gone, Yvonne had been alone, what I like so net I'm still working until all had been thus wars scho then 20 for when I'm Tatiana and was able to sign off the permit. Since then has the same se gemotzt what I would still here, it would be non-my decision when I would work overtime and they might have even been planned, When can I work off my minus hours etc pp. When I finally get out, I was really just happy that I had to see her take it again until Friday.

yesterday was Sunday and then Saturday - wrong because you get zero Weekend Feeling as if one has to work, which I think is quite good, otherwise one is working really hard there. Thus found ego actually quite okay - the S-Bahn trains were pretty empty, the streets too, was really funny somehow. The day at work went around relatively quickly, I made ham inventory was also funny - but only because I have to make the net every day. So once a year is the ne nice change.

But what else is going on - hammer. Were fired from our department a week 4 people. Why? So exactly I know the non-times. Something for theft - that is how to se the least. Has a well-balanced their sausage with ourselves what we can because we are so non bescheissen yes then could. Then went to the Verprobungsartikel - so the previous stuff that actually should go to the blackboard, often but sold internally among the employees for 10 or 20 cents, and has probably arbitrarily either rausgeholt stuff in the boxes for the table or ware has been written off, which was still non-expired or something. Alas, no plan - certainly there is great chaos now with us and we'll have all the senior management up to the interrogation - class-na! > \u0026lt;. I but as null and realize I will have to do to actually beat anything!

that would be because of work - go to "Private" say Chris.

She was sick when she was actually at home until Sunday. Then came relatively well again, had in effect made ne flu and glandular fever because of its pfeiffischen nothing crazy - but if I had said it did then when I'd said nothing. -.-
have the time without them I really rumbekommen quite well. However, is has become aware of how much I am dependent on it and that feeling does not fit me. I am glad that I'm not as a loner open special, but this feeling was really unbearable - not to feel completely alone and nothing to do with himself to - oh no have her go really not far.

As they came again I'm just non immediately jumped up and got everything and are left just as they would have liked. Sorry but one part will se that I am sympathetic if they simply abzischt times 5 days, but they still miss mega. I've missed, no question, but it can not just turn everything around her.
Especially since I knew that it again this Thursday to Sunday abzischt to go with her mother to Prague. But in these 4 days in between would hold my life to consist only of her - so sorry non! I am not Toys that is exactly how I feel right now treat it. Additionally

come n drop in terms of eating disorder. After my "Johannisbeerstreuseltaler crisis" will simply nothing around really.
Erkläuterung: In mid Müller and actually stay at almost every bakery Gibts son pastries - Johannisbeerstreuseltaler. On this thing I am leaving total, but is leavened with sprinkles over it n, n bisserl few currants and icing. The thing was n total "food fear" - Streusel = butter + sugar so non-degree lean. But I have been working, I thought, okay from the build times and habs since NEM month always eaten for breakfast - yes I know incredibly varied but I'm just a man, the so eat what until the desire is passed on it, because I have always been my phases. Earlier, in my largely unessgestörten phase, I had always. In elementary school I was sometimes full of cheer ravioli trip. I have myself refused to eat anything else for lunch - it took 3 months - 3 months in which I eat once a day ravioli did - now I can eat these things take it again, I feel at the thought scho turn bad. Then wars times Pasta Schuta, sausage, pizza - in the summer when we so often on the tournament and Deshlab actually every day ham almost completely spent at the stables, we ham to us as more pizza ordered and I got home made frozen pizza - one could hardly believe but after a months I see real pizza for a while yet more.
^ Yeah those were the times. ^ What I want to say actually present? Ahja Streuseltaler - sometimes I have the afternoon even eaten as a snack so cool I found.
And I always back for Sunday when we go to nuts, NEN cake. So I thought, I can indeed make Streuseltaler times as himself, something else would.
I've looked up the calories for the non Streuseltaler, I've made aware that I knew who has little non-grad, but I would bet on up to 600 calories a thing. In search nachm recipe but I am speaking such a bullshit diet forum where I ended up literally the calories per Streuseltaler have jumped - nearly 1,200 calories per piece !!!!!!!!!!! I almost burst into tears - but things have more than some pizza! I mean hello - Pizza! And like I've eaten some with 2 a day, that is, alone with the things I was already over my daily calorie quota out - no wonder the weight loss preceded Technically zero even if I saved for lunch and dinner always alittle bit.

Then Sunday I was with my mother on the scale - I could have become non-different, and almost fainted. Since only do I feel fat, shapeless - just again, caustic and repellent.
This has been reflected in my eating super - No right More snacks in the evening only vegetables and 0.1% n yogurt, breakfast and lunch is yogurt made from a bread + 0.1%. I won Jessie, was the last year with full therapy fürn ass! But I come at the moment, however in real net - I want to look like non. I've resigned myself to never be really slim but are 18 pounds over my ideal weight but very realistic, that's impossible!

After I feel so uncomfortable, I was in terms of physical contact with Christa and more evasive, what our current relationship situation also non-conducive really is. On one hand I'm kind of offended, I feel let down in places and far too dependent by it, on the other hand, I can hardly bear even degree (external) that I "take it easy and certainly not if they anfässt me.

What has hurt me in some way - that she was on our 6-month non here. For me it was something special, I was proud of it, it has meant a lot to me insane and in the end I just let the day go by so alone and depressed. And Chris seems to be of opinion, I should not have so. For them is all choppy, even if I am to the beginning, when she told me she calls her dad at present so he brings them home, had already mighty excited. Especially since it only has 2 days in advance also brought the Saufaktion.
For me is the simple but non-jerky, they seem to be thinking when we talk about it and expressed his views on each, then that was the clarification of the problem - I see net Sun Would be almost as if America says about Iraq, "We want war" and Iraq to America "We, however, non" - the positions remain the same. I mean I had already understood that they wanted to go home and can understand if I disclose emotionally simple non, because I never son home as she had, but my feelings - to the disappointment will be feeling let down, to care - were yes still the same, even if we were talking about it.

Somehow I do not know, that today they come back - I need a break sometimes to me to be clear about all times. Right now she is the love for real non-tangible. There are just too many things that annoy me at the time, just as for them. First, it is always depressing times - instead of constantly pondering on that damn easy sies can be again. You will constantly talk about their thoughts which is so ok but then it is to me with non-sentences such as "Three words just how you feel" force to be like them. I do not like to constantly talk about my feelings for and rate them. It evaluates all and it sucks to say it slowly again and again, their feelings are justified etc pp. I'm not net her therapist and I'd n also like some nice moments with it instead of having to roll only problems.

And right now I just also have something that concerns me, seis Technically eating disorder or at work or something quite different, I would like but unlike her NOT to talk about it that comes with it simply non.

And then even the everyday things like that we had actually settled, they transfer the power and I'll give hers money to go away from my account schons phone - so great that flutter but this Thursday ne reminder fürn October in - yes, thank you! I see why a non-I have to organize everything for the home. We both live here, so we should BOTH the responsibility for this. Nargh.

Yes I do sometimes end here, that goes first again ^.

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Climbing up on Solsbury Hill

\u0026lt;- hurt!
Greetings!
On Thursday I've got my back democracy attachment. And I still get in fact a FIRST. The English grading system is somewhat complicated. It is measured in percentages.
40% is needed to pass, and to 49% There's a THIRD
50-59% are SECOND CLASS LOWER DIVISION (2-2) a 60-69%
SECOND DIVISION UPPER CLASS (2-1) and from 70% a
FIRST. The award of grades roughly follows the normal distribution and most have a third or second - not like here, where Professor Cherry is all a 1, until he finds that he must keep an average of 2 and from there distributed. At first I was thinking that I would be somewhere at 72% in the (German) 2-field and I've wondered why we in the course are all so poor (except me because only one American had 72%). But then I have a Mitpsychologin declare the system: there is never 100%, 80% only in rare cases and to get a first well is really difficult. Yay:) Sorry that I'm here so into it, but that's part of the coping behavior of the Bergman-trauma induced in this summer (to know for those who do not's: my examination in methods of psychology, was not as sparkling).

had Today I finally time again to me, Bath & surrounding area to see (the weather is still ok, no snow, not even rain - rain but basically it here anyway, if you plug in a screen you forget it. will it rain 100%, even when started the day with sun and blue sky ...). So I am the 10km (thanks to the hilly region and partly non-existent roads but felt 30 km) run to Solsbury Hill. For all of the Peter Gabriel song to know - yes it is THAT Solsbury Hill. PG there was probably after the split with his band Genesis is a "spiritual experience" ...
And I've finally given up trying to make my camera the batteries are tasty and have bought instead batteries are also many beautiful photos:

Finally a Squirrel, which still holds even if one wants to photograph it!












Lansdown Crescent - not as nice as Royal Crescent, but original. The white spots are sheep - as in Jane Austen's time ...











This toad but should actually make winter sheep ... Instead, she sat in the middle of the road. Fortunately, she was also very slow and was prima evacuate into the bushes.










tree in the middle of a field, about me, the "Public Footpath" has sent












Obscure points in the footpath


The highlight - crossing a private property ... We notice especially the part with the 2 dogs ...
















The Solsbury Hill is a Neolithic fort, from which, however, is not much visible. In the background (the haze) is Bath - City Lights are not visible, then, and also to the spiritual experience I've waited in vain;). Have come to the conclusion that PG probably had more or the less pharmacologically help.




typical English country road on which the cars drive much too fast. Result can be seen below:. (This is the third roof I have seen in England - and the 2 dead

OK That's it for today Best wishes Sabine
your

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(last again) Hello!
Having spent the last two weeks with writing paper and internship report and it complained extensively, starting now (hopefully) again a relatively quiet time.
opportunity to tell what I am here for courses documents.

my hardest subject is certainly Molecular and Medical Neuroscience. After all the courses in neurology, internal medicine and psychosomatic medicine I actually thought I was prepared ... But certainly not on a course for biochemists in the last year (unfortunately I've found the first when I was already enrolled;). The course is of course extremely interesting - Biochemical Basis of diverse cellular processes and diseases! But it was already mentioned in the internship. I spent the weekend to produce page-chemical calculations and to beg my Mitpraktikanten for help. I hope that at least 50% correct ... (PS: Caspar shows that I conditioned - or rather had bribed - as he helps me just not the top). I also
evidence Forensic Psychology and Sociology of Crime and Deviance. The two are very similar, Sociology is a bit heavy on theory, Psychology is funny, even though I understand only a third of the jokes of the instructor.
far the best spell in Sociology: "Society is a living organism ... orgasm ... uh ... What was I just thinking of?"
Best Saying in Psychology: "Who of you has experience in stalking?"
My last two subjects are Psychology of Pain (neurology been very heavy, more health psychology) and Modern British Society (the one with the democracy essay). Overall, I'm
11 hours a week, very relaxing compared to Dresden. And I
Wednesdays since last week uni-funded, so affordable riding lessons (one bright spot during the attachment period). Finally the sport is fun;).

At last, the pictures of the week:
with Apple (left) from Thailand and Anne (right) from Belgium at Wagamama, a Japanese fast food chain, where's tastes but not a bit like fast food;).
have eaten everything (except the rice) with chopsticks! Exhausting!

Bath Abbey at night. Today was Bonfire Night - also known as Guy Fawkes Night - during the failed attack attempt to the House of Parliament 1605th
is celebrated with fireworks. Another failed attempt to photograph it.

Greetings
your Sabine


PS: (! 11 days) cake FINALLY arrived packet is located, but unfortunately the neighbors.

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Happy 6 months anniversary - to me

^ This is again typical, I hardly leave and could sleep because I am> awake by 7. \u0026lt;The sick just to, in will all always on the days where I ask myself then also think I slept through the just.

But my holiday is always fürn ass - Christa is ill since Friday evening, so I have the weekend and Monday and Tuesday I spent taking care of them. Not that they would have demanded of me, but I wanted simple. Have you read the evening (My Girl xD) for everything they got and did what she needed and she was therefore present net ungrateful. But I like to hold what would have alittle bit taken with her in my holiday. But she is ill, but they can, after all, nothing.

But here's just that with which I net get along - Monday evening I had just s morale sagging and am totally at 5 went for a walk once and have it "alone" - was 1 1 / 2 hours later, home again , is in her room, da se cheer floor, do you think is so dirty - I'm almost Delightfully have with worry, really thought about scho ambulance etc - they then said that it's recovering. I then called my mom asked what to do and so and she said then at some point, "Olfactory se at times, maybe yes she was drunk "and I immediately said no, I have not even considered. I mean they ham is sick, we do non-alcohol in the house. And they had to throw up I'm just the flu or the cheese cake from WalMart pushed ^. ^ Then isse to bed and has slept for 8 more or less already.

Half the night I'm out of sheer concern slept first non, I looked every now and then over and got if she's still breathing.
On Next morning was se to the doctor while she was gone wish I quickly photographed on her balcony and the sky, because that looked as so cool, the balcony door open the door and the A little bit to quickly and suddenly rattled and I thought the only way " oh shit " thought I would have done something so broken, I look full of panic what is behind the door - her gym bag, I look in the left side pocket and smiles at me as half-full bottle of vodka ne. I'd really

can begin to howl. I was so pissed and disappointed and felt ripped Sun so.
I could really explode, raced my heart is though I just sat there.
relative came shortly after Christa and again, they would have said in Reinke (her doctor) called and stated that would leave. Of course I was mega cool - I knew I really dont know how to behave. Part of me just wanted to yell only, the other burst into tears and the next cut off simply.

Eventually, she then said she had to confess to me what - talking around the bush and have no idea why she is now so difficult etc pp. I could retain no longer in it simply because I also thought this would be what they want to admit me and said "Will you tell me, why did you last drink?" Da isse fallen from the clouds, because they actually wanted me to say only that the non-Reinke on vacation is that it has only said that because she has already found encouraging way to the path that is too much for her.

We did talk about it a long while, I told her how I feel and really we have so long and detailed talk about the fact that this should be really choppy for me now - but not isses. That's for me n Riessen breach of trust - they gave me plain lied in the face without batting an eyelash, it preserves the half bottle of vodka on with the knowledge that sooner or later this will also drink - okay that she then tilted away after I told her that I expect of it, you'll watch it but not because it is ihrere responsibility.

But if such a thing is, they always come to me with such statements like "But you hurt yourself you eat it ourselves and not normal," bla bla. Yes that is correct (and it is not much better in the points Technically, even if they eat "healthier" is (s) t I). Alcohol is simply its own particular problem. If I cut myself, it affects not really changed my character is not - if she's drunk, she is not her, then she's just selfish and the disease just think only of themselves, they know the next day nothing of what happened. I can not believe a word you just that she says, and when she says in the state, "I love you" for me that is not the expression of a feeling but just something that they, like everything else, just so so says.

We did talk about it because it really long, they gave me "explained" why it has come - she just felt so miserable, so could not stand himself, simply had the urge to go home to Mama, where she could hinleiden on.
Just for the record, all they had here, just not her mother.

And yesterday morning she told me then announces that she wants to go home and call her dad now. Okay. Das fand ich natürlich mega genial - und ich war schon wieder stinksauer - das is bei mir immer die erste Reaktion, die meine eigentlichen Gefühle nur verdeckt - im Grunde war ich total enttäuscht und verletzt und - so blöd das klingt - mich im Stich gelassen und do not feel worthy to stand with her.

We have then discussed again quite a while - I mean it really yesterday we went again n play bad but it is finally time to go to the doctor, they do not hear it then. No, she wants to her doctor in Bayreuth - okay, I can understand present times not know, if I am feeling lousy, but I go to the doctor - to doctor some shit - except that it gets better.

Her father is then promptly drove off after she called him and was about noon here and gone since then isse. I dunno when it will come back, am present here alone, make me a part insanely worried about her and feel I let down the other. I know this I'm not actually a law, it is ill nunmal and containing only simple net bit cold but really sick sick but still - I'm just still disappointed huge I - mainly because we have our 6 month anniversary and I can not even see.

And, selfishly speaking, I do not know how I manage so long alone here. I mean, I know se net when coming back until Sunday but remains at least at home and I'm alone all the time here in the net has to work - something I hate and I hate the fact that they turned me into a salaried people has a lot more. Before I knew it, I was used at such times, I was always for me and I am so clearly been quite good and now this is simply not the case. I feel like going crazy when I'm alone with myself a long time, have no address etc.> Nargh. \u0026lt;

Well yesterday I will attempt it but very good to at least I finally got to catch & Release "with Jennifer Garner to Guggenheim - the film is Gottele sweet. Funny and touching - only I have to find such love to watch movies when you grade his better half is not quite the mega missing is so true, I have really got the tears - ME! I'll still to crybaby ey!

least I've been enough movies and series scales unseen here that I look at the Time can dispel.

What was interesting yet, I did yesterday again with my mother on the phone, then told her about the whole thing and so and it was n nice feeling to be able to talk about her. I also found fascinating, as my mother has spoken negatively about Chris that I've defended more or less immediately.

I think I wesewegen a bit "sour" bin is simply the fact that our handing of Christa is not the place where they can retreat and most comfortable feeling, but that it simply a home has on the parents where they can simply be children. I did not really, my mother was never the type of caring, she loves me, can always be expressed but the poor and sick was when - yes, my then I was just sick. My mother was at work, may have even called and asked me obs's better but otherwise I was alone all day then. When Christa then take care of everyone around her, she is in the living room, get the life around them, because what is going on and she is nich alone.

aba Well no matter, it is so how can it change and I "is also present easy net.

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Hello my friends, my first essay
is in store! Related Links: How democratic is Britain? No, this has nothing to do with psychology, but I'm taking a course for international students: Contemporary British Society. After rather extensive research, I come to the conclusion that Britain is at the bottom of just about acceptable Democratic ... This is the Queen, which I personally very yes favor;) not even the main reason. The Prime Minister
and the Cabinet have a lot of power, allegedly, more than the President of the United States. You bring the laws and they govern with a majority party and its always closed behind them is (show of unity to remain in power), are all the laws by. Actually it is not matter which of the two main parties, Labour and Conservatives just ruled, because both do not differ particularly, (ie such as ours CDU and SPD). In general, there are three kinds of issues in the House of Commons.
1) issues where the parties are divided: This happens automatically - if the a party A says, B says the other, otherwise one could distinguish the two almost never happens. Such a topic, for example, the EU and € . Under the Conservatives it is entered and the Labour opposed it. Today the Conservatives are against and the Labour supporters ... One can not escape, because that would be seen economic madness, but one can not introduce the euro as the pound is so strong. And actually it may well the U.S. much better than France and Germany, but that one must always lead somewhere, so war ... But no matter - the main thing is we disagree!
2) subjects in which both parties are in absolute agreement: They are Campaign issues. Here, both parties must necessarily promise the most amazing, because they are elected otherwise not exist. There are three campaign issues and that are - read and be amazed - Health Service , education and crime . So, more hospitals, more schools, tougher penalties for criminals. You talk about it here in the campaign, discussed in the House of Commons and in the media takes the most of one (besides sports). About unemployment and pensions here no one speaks. There is virtually no unemployment and very low pensions (but that the British care they deserve even enough). Britain currently has an excellent economic situation. It is therefore necessary the people not interested in politics. At most schools and Kankenhäuser. Political participation is really very small (apparently less than in Germany). Why should you too, yes everything is ok?
3) issues about which one does not say Nowhere. As little as possible in the House of Commons, and certainly not during the campaign. The energy policy is (Global warming and energy supply in the future), economy, the question immigrants and thus ultimately again EU and the euro. because you would like to limit the number of immigrants, but can not because those from the new EU countries come and work freely allowed to wherever they want. Sunday and since no party has a solution, one does not speak about it - after all, one could say what wrong and that would be bad for the campaign.
is an alternative to Labour or Conservatives are not the way - all the other parties are too weak and it will not even have rarely coalitions.
So everything remains as is it ...
I wonder if we'll even have the same situation in Germany ... Right now I am in any case quite pleasantly surprised by our system, where you at least still talking about global warming and the labor market. But maybe that are just not as good as the British.
Good ...
If that were now 1,500 words, I could translate it and make ...

And here are the answers to the questions of the week:
1) My USB stick has not left me! He was in my shoes ...
2) Actually I need in November is really no tunnels, but I'm happy about every package and every card! And I'm sure, edible cake holds here in the house not long;)
3) No, I just bought a new toothbrush ...
4) Hannes has not changed his address
5) The rainy season has finally begun.

What else happened?
I have a friend with a dog the local animal shelter running. She released him, I got it caught again ... Then I had
three days a strain on the leg ... Have a baked chocolate cheesecake
Russian and plum dumplings cooked. Need more practice, but was edible. When coring had
plum I cut his finger and I almost fainted. It was a very small incision, which has barely hurt, and not nearly bled. But somehow I must have hit the nail or bone, because it felt pretty weird. I have thought: "Fortunately I did not cut off my finger tip." Then I had to lie down, because I blacked out ... Was definitely an experience.

Ok, it slowly gets really time to start with the essay ...

Greetings
your Sabine

PS: gather together photos this week I have to by different people ...

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Sleepless in Dachau

So That `s fully non, it is present three quarters 4 in the morning and I'm awake for 1 1 / 2 hours. I get real crisis. I do really like Christa net so nen state endures for weeks. She sleeps, indeed, since a good 4 week no Night longer, sometimes she wakes up, is for ne-five minutes awake and then falls asleep again, only that containing 5 times in one night or wake up at some point so between 4 and 5 and is holding it wide awake and fall asleep do nothing around .

so sorry it has taken me as always, I was so glad that I did not had this problem. Although I have generally falling asleep and awake at least once a night but only because I must go to the bathroom and then I can sleep again wonderful.
But today, I have no idea what is different, corrosive definitely isses mega! Especially since I'm really hungry present, the eating disorder gets my brain to go there even non!

But well, is present nunmal so Then I bring the blog as a distraction / employment on the date
morning nee ... today is my last day before I've got a week off - yay. Incredibly, I have degrees by 2 months were spent and I'm already ready for mega holiday. I feel really bad about it, others work much more than I get and also to the series and I miserably after only 2 months!
I know on the one hand, my work is doing great, I think less about food to do to have something that makes sense and can thus enjoy the weekend again properly. Then some time for yourself and everything, for everything that is found during the week just no time, n is a nice feeling.
On the other Hand, I find it somehow as violent when n year was only concerned with physical therapy and other non really afford what needed except one has prided themselves on bewegenungsdrangmäßig 3 hours to run through the area.

I hope it will be easier to me that the work not so purchased and I'm still not totally broken in the evening. I really wonder how other day or so nem bring something into existence, seis to go away what do - anything. I'm really just always happy just to get home, elevate my aching feet and soon to go to bed.

Otherwise, there is actually quite good - so at least with Christa. With her perfect isses. We did indeed time to time but our misunderstandings are clarified usually the same day, by which we learn more about the other, to understand him better. I'm really happy with my relationship and I think if we ever end, I will make of each subsequent relationship that should come so far since a state, will always be disappointed. By Christa simply isses so easy, so natural and just honest, real and unique.
I can not believe that we are on 1 / 11 / have been our 6 month anniversary. This feels unlikely great. I'm really looking forward on it and now let's face it - we have non Jubliäumsdaten horny? Always annem holiday, that can not only Characters =)

Joah - which shocked me alittle bit then today was when she told me that in the past 2 weeks 3x again what has been drinking - she meant to add the war with the university. Before that, they somehow fear and at the moment because she knows just still no one is always alone around there and it beats the mega moderate you down. I dunno if we are simply too different there, or obs me earlier just went that I was pulled down it, but then the last 5 years of school I actually went always to the first half year, at least in a class that I need only I was, all the others in groups and I stood aside. One day I will to a person in the class at least as far as closed contact that I had in the breaks nothing around there stood all alone, but I've said since then not much when others have talked about this or that party, or the types that Tuss etc pp.
The point is Chris just different than me, she is extroverted, conversational vulnerable than I am.
But I'm glad she told me about the drinking - I was excited but as long as non-honest, especially in our pathologies are to each other, we can find ne solution.

I also was honest with her today. I've decided that is me this afternoon to enjoy views nen delicious cakes and my choice was a marked Expo: cheese cake and that too with streusel. Just the thing has really tasted of nothing and I'm really gets executed non - as has my eating disorder mega rebels, after I had eaten. On the one hand, I thought if I just throw it away because present is indeed the non-normal. "Normal" people would eat it anyway, even if it tastes so special or non? And does it stop then carry on non-thought. Well I've then mega been thinking - on one hand he gave me just tasted even non and the other wars also n cheese cake with too many calories for the fact that I ultimately do not even enjoyable technically what it was - the only logical conclusion in the Moment was, out with it.

consequence in the near future I will just eat again only when I know that my tastes. Then may be slightly varied but at least then remains inside.

half 5 - to adopt non-ey. I'm hungry, but shit. Is normal that? I'm really lost any reference to a life without the eating disorder.

Well I lay me down now again and I hope that maybe I can sleep another 2 short hour, I would even to 4 hours for the night> to come. \u0026lt;

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Last weekend I spent really a lot of time on public transport.
The British trains, I can really recommend it - always on time, no strike. My USB stick has probably fallen so much that he went on to Paignton is smooth after I got out in Bristol ...
The bus ride to the Lake District was less pleasant - we were traveling about 12 hours, 4 hours just for the outward and return journey and also in Lake District we have seen the most just from the bus. As the heater worked in the bus, the driver discovered until after the first stop at the Rheged Discovery Centre - a huge tourist and shopping center, featuring a wellness center, which just ran a women's meeting with a fashion show and in the vicinity for miles around a lake was . Consequently, it was the beginning of the trip until ice cold and then hot. Hannah and I and all WG members who were mitgefahren are now caught a cold ...
All the other stops were always Selsam way in tourist towns, so the whole trip was very reminiscent of a coffee trip - despite the rather hefty 13 pounds, which cost the whole. Nevertheless, the area certainly worth a visit - only one should rather take the car on your own ...
Here are some pictures:
(partly the same as on Hannes page - for he has used some of my photos - apparently I photograph quite well;))

bird friend in Keswick




Derwent Water











sheep during fitness training
almost Scottish landscape
almost beautiful weather:)

Back in Bath this week I had my most difficult Event - a 2-day internship in the art Molecular and Medical Neuroscience. Although it is officially a course, the show also psychology students can, I'm the only one among so many biochemists. I can not exactly say that I would have much understanding of Internship: We have mashed a rat brain, treated with 100 different chemicals and several radioactive remedies, centrifuged, separated into its elements (synapses, mitochondria and myelin), filtered and made a spectrogram. Everything worked well, fortunately I was with two very nice and competent guys in a British team;) and had only now and then pipette, shake and do other exciting things ... Now the whole must be evaluated, hopefully ganauso works well.
I Walk the meantime, I also have a large part of Bath, so today again a few pictures of the city:

overlooking Bath from Widcombe Hill, which is also near the university.
Although it is quite cold, we still have great weather, so far it has only rained for 4 days;)








The Royal Crescent - one of the main attractions in Bath. Johnny Depp wanted to buy a house, but has unfortunately changed her mind ... But Nicolas Cage has a house on the Circus - a large Place in Bath ...



love your greetings Sabine