Sunday, November 11, 2007

Building A Machine Who Throw Balls

WTF? All or Nothing

2 weeks ago had the first of wirs due to alcohol - and now I find again vodka with her. WTF? Honestly, I know next nothing around. I dunno how to deal with it what I can do. On the one hand, I will support her, help her find out what I can only would mean sending you, I would have 24 hours a day there for them - I can not - just from work but also her soul I'll manage just non. I can be strong non-accessible for both of us. I have grad hands full to do with myself - why they can not even fight for themselves?

do what I now? I admit - even if non-fine English style was - I'm alittle bit rumgesucht with her, would not I put everything aufn head, I've only once the drawers opened to see if they might somewhere what has and is the first case I open the - ne 3 / 4 empty bottle of vodka - vodka n other like 2 weeks - means that it has in the meantime, during the 4 days she was here, again drunk. I could only cry grad. I know how this will be non-beat further, certainly not. I should now act with understanding and support it? But I switched everything to grad Abblockmodus. I am disappointed, feel betrayed lied to and led by the nose. It is null honest to me. I can slowly yet more.

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