Sunday, November 11, 2007
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I'll hang here again total hinnan her * gna * If what happened, then I usually do not have time or inclination to write and if I had time, has always had so much piled up that the idea, now an hour to tap me totally discourages ^. ^ And since I am a "Full Monty" Man, I can not write only s new flavors.
Well aba nu wa make the time, otherwise I'll come read all day at some point n -.-Or even just take it again ^ ^
So what is happening lately, we divide the time in order to keep track of.
work: Yeah
had my first week of day shift, 8:00 Talk about - 17:00 clock and even the first week in which I had to work Saturdays. ne interesting experience and although I had a horror of the morning shift was, God knows why, I find that really quite pleasant, the time is any faster around when busy in the morning first order is to prepare the counter, which lasts just over 1 1 / 2 hours when a couple is. Although this week was again Miss Jessica they do, they do Jessica, Jessica get her this and she put the there and and and "with me there, but even that I survived.
But I must say scho present times - from 8 to 1 to smoke no part is scho krass! Can survive in but oh well - know what I mean smoking; o) On Monday, when I went to the lunch break smoked my first one had, I had the same dizzy bisl * laughs * that was funny manner.
otherwise there us a lot of stress at work. Tatjana me this week zamgepfiffen times really - what I said that is not an old sow: If you have outside of core hours (ie Speak from 9:30 - 18:05 clock) layer and is apprentice, then you have to get pass NEN, Enter the working time shift, the sign of AL, or substitute sponsor can and throw in the designated mailbox that can correct this in the personnel office. Since I knew I had the non consequently on 2 Tag der Frühschicht gleich mal noch ne Stunde mehr minus zusätzlich zu den 11 die ich dank des Streiks eh schon hatte. Also hab ich Tatjana, als sie mir mal zufällig übern Weg gelaufen is, weil die Frau findet man ja auch nie, darauf angesprochen und sie hat mich dann so doof von der Seite angemacht, dasse ich diesen Zettel ausfüllen müssen etc pp. Ich meinte so "ja das hat mir ja keiner gesagt" und wie des denn funktioniert und da hat sie mir das dann mehr als genervt erklärt. Ja hallo? Auf der einen Seite soll ich fragen auf der anderen Seite werd ich nur angemault wenn ichs tu.
Ja ja dann hat sie mich auch gleich nochmal auf die Gesundheitskontrolle angesprochen - da hatte sie ja letztens gemeint als ich kam "Ich muss nacher mal talk to you "and is then ready to hiss - so what do I sometimes full not begin, because once I then the worst things of which I could have done without was me being aware of it or they kick me out or something stuff some point. as it has been by 2 minutes, it then has just begun as on Tuesday, what would have been there, I answer "health check", "What ham to do?" I "measured the bar temperature," she "And what came out here," I. "Äääähm I think non-soo good"
who've said this, that agree with non-etc - boss came in, conversation stopped and upward no sound lost - I was on leave and now came back se so on. I should think at this, the salami should indeed be cooled non-time and whether that would really be so dramatic and only if the bar temperature 3 ° C would be required over because anyway just for the fresh sausage is true and that I should also think about whom shall I tell you what, that the department had finally LM MY department and if there is what is should not be so run that no one would go out to other departments, etc, etc.
Basically, I already knew all this before they had left from the stack, which she alludes. On the day of control, I am in boarded elevator in which the decoration scho-trainees were and one said I looked stressed, so I said stop that We also have stress because of the degree Gesundheitsfuzi and I stupidly also just told also that it was warmer in the salami as it should be. However, there were still two other women in the elevator and be one of those must have ran the same return mail to Tatjana. But I knew the moment scho said than ego and had been aware that we are alone in the lift net just that the action was shit ne. Well make can take it again and severally reversed.
Yeah then we went further, Tatiana asked me how I do with stress, handle came from, and they made me so in mule grad so I have first of all time thought of interpersonal stress and sincere, that while I non-collapsing but almost also non- can handle it. But that they are likely to stress business, so at Christmas time and so thought I then came out too late. . Nargh super> \u0026lt;
On the same day - it was 17:00 clock, I would say closing time had stood at least 10 people in there at the counter and I would be gone, Yvonne had been alone, what I like so net I'm still working until all had been thus wars scho then 20 for when I'm Tatiana and was able to sign off the permit. Since then has the same se gemotzt what I would still here, it would be non-my decision when I would work overtime and they might have even been planned, When can I work off my minus hours etc pp. When I finally get out, I was really just happy that I had to see her take it again until Friday.
yesterday was Sunday and then Saturday - wrong because you get zero Weekend Feeling as if one has to work, which I think is quite good, otherwise one is working really hard there. Thus found ego actually quite okay - the S-Bahn trains were pretty empty, the streets too, was really funny somehow. The day at work went around relatively quickly, I made ham inventory was also funny - but only because I have to make the net every day. So once a year is the ne nice change.
But what else is going on - hammer. Were fired from our department a week 4 people. Why? So exactly I know the non-times. Something for theft - that is how to se the least. Has a well-balanced their sausage with ourselves what we can because we are so non bescheissen yes then could. Then went to the Verprobungsartikel - so the previous stuff that actually should go to the blackboard, often but sold internally among the employees for 10 or 20 cents, and has probably arbitrarily either rausgeholt stuff in the boxes for the table or ware has been written off, which was still non-expired or something. Alas, no plan - certainly there is great chaos now with us and we'll have all the senior management up to the interrogation - class-na! > \u0026lt;. I but as null and realize I will have to do to actually beat anything!
that would be because of work - go to "Private" say Chris.
She was sick when she was actually at home until Sunday. Then came relatively well again, had in effect made ne flu and glandular fever because of its pfeiffischen nothing crazy - but if I had said it did then when I'd said nothing. -.-
have the time without them I really rumbekommen quite well. However, is has become aware of how much I am dependent on it and that feeling does not fit me. I am glad that I'm not as a loner open special, but this feeling was really unbearable - not to feel completely alone and nothing to do with himself to - oh no have her go really not far.
As they came again I'm just non immediately jumped up and got everything and are left just as they would have liked. Sorry but one part will se that I am sympathetic if they simply abzischt times 5 days, but they still miss mega. I've missed, no question, but it can not just turn everything around her.
Especially since I knew that it again this Thursday to Sunday abzischt to go with her mother to Prague. But in these 4 days in between would hold my life to consist only of her - so sorry non! I am not Toys that is exactly how I feel right now treat it. Additionally
come n drop in terms of eating disorder. After my "Johannisbeerstreuseltaler crisis" will simply nothing around really.
Erkläuterung: In mid Müller and actually stay at almost every bakery Gibts son pastries - Johannisbeerstreuseltaler. On this thing I am leaving total, but is leavened with sprinkles over it n, n bisserl few currants and icing. The thing was n total "food fear" - Streusel = butter + sugar so non-degree lean. But I have been working, I thought, okay from the build times and habs since NEM month always eaten for breakfast - yes I know incredibly varied but I'm just a man, the so eat what until the desire is passed on it, because I have always been my phases. Earlier, in my largely unessgestörten phase, I had always. In elementary school I was sometimes full of cheer ravioli trip. I have myself refused to eat anything else for lunch - it took 3 months - 3 months in which I eat once a day ravioli did - now I can eat these things take it again, I feel at the thought scho turn bad. Then wars times Pasta Schuta, sausage, pizza - in the summer when we so often on the tournament and Deshlab actually every day ham almost completely spent at the stables, we ham to us as more pizza ordered and I got home made frozen pizza - one could hardly believe but after a months I see real pizza for a while yet more.
^ Yeah those were the times. ^ What I want to say actually present? Ahja Streuseltaler - sometimes I have the afternoon even eaten as a snack so cool I found.
And I always back for Sunday when we go to nuts, NEN cake. So I thought, I can indeed make Streuseltaler times as himself, something else would.
I've looked up the calories for the non Streuseltaler, I've made aware that I knew who has little non-grad, but I would bet on up to 600 calories a thing. In search nachm recipe but I am speaking such a bullshit diet forum where I ended up literally the calories per Streuseltaler have jumped - nearly 1,200 calories per piece !!!!!!!!!!! I almost burst into tears - but things have more than some pizza! I mean hello - Pizza! And like I've eaten some with 2 a day, that is, alone with the things I was already over my daily calorie quota out - no wonder the weight loss preceded Technically zero even if I saved for lunch and dinner always alittle bit.
Then Sunday I was with my mother on the scale - I could have become non-different, and almost fainted. Since only do I feel fat, shapeless - just again, caustic and repellent.
This has been reflected in my eating super - No right More snacks in the evening only vegetables and 0.1% n yogurt, breakfast and lunch is yogurt made from a bread + 0.1%. I won Jessie, was the last year with full therapy fürn ass! But I come at the moment, however in real net - I want to look like non. I've resigned myself to never be really slim but are 18 pounds over my ideal weight but very realistic, that's impossible!
After I feel so uncomfortable, I was in terms of physical contact with Christa and more evasive, what our current relationship situation also non-conducive really is. On one hand I'm kind of offended, I feel let down in places and far too dependent by it, on the other hand, I can hardly bear even degree (external) that I "take it easy and certainly not if they anfässt me.
What has hurt me in some way - that she was on our 6-month non here. For me it was something special, I was proud of it, it has meant a lot to me insane and in the end I just let the day go by so alone and depressed. And Chris seems to be of opinion, I should not have so. For them is all choppy, even if I am to the beginning, when she told me she calls her dad at present so he brings them home, had already mighty excited. Especially since it only has 2 days in advance also brought the Saufaktion.
For me is the simple but non-jerky, they seem to be thinking when we talk about it and expressed his views on each, then that was the clarification of the problem - I see net Sun Would be almost as if America says about Iraq, "We want war" and Iraq to America "We, however, non" - the positions remain the same. I mean I had already understood that they wanted to go home and can understand if I disclose emotionally simple non, because I never son home as she had, but my feelings - to the disappointment will be feeling let down, to care - were yes still the same, even if we were talking about it.
Somehow I do not know, that today they come back - I need a break sometimes to me to be clear about all times. Right now she is the love for real non-tangible. There are just too many things that annoy me at the time, just as for them. First, it is always depressing times - instead of constantly pondering on that damn easy sies can be again. You will constantly talk about their thoughts which is so ok but then it is to me with non-sentences such as "Three words just how you feel" force to be like them. I do not like to constantly talk about my feelings for and rate them. It evaluates all and it sucks to say it slowly again and again, their feelings are justified etc pp. I'm not net her therapist and I'd n also like some nice moments with it instead of having to roll only problems.
And right now I just also have something that concerns me, seis Technically eating disorder or at work or something quite different, I would like but unlike her NOT to talk about it that comes with it simply non.
And then even the everyday things like that we had actually settled, they transfer the power and I'll give hers money to go away from my account schons phone - so great that flutter but this Thursday ne reminder fürn October in - yes, thank you! I see why a non-I have to organize everything for the home. We both live here, so we should BOTH the responsibility for this. Nargh.
Yes I do sometimes end here, that goes first again ^.
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