Saturday, July 28, 2007

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Harrry Potter, the shit weather and other nonsense

Sooo I'll be writing at length again to, say, the last day was quite simply ^ too lazy to do so. ^

So I'm on the last Saturday morning at 11 read until Monday night Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, and all in all, I must say I'm satisfied. N have some points I like about this non-final and I was a bit cheesy but otherwise great wars. I will present here will tell you any details, so completely spoil anyone;)

And after all I had to stay with Harry Potter NEN good reason inside because let's face it: This weather makes me sick! I always thought I am shit n sun but a child, the more I pack net. This relentless heat makes me ferdisch. I want clouds, rain net necessarily permanent, but with 15-20 degrees imd cloudy sky I am full of satisfaction. I want to sleep at night can again, I will net must continually be with my girlfriend at a distance, because we both so sweat enough and everything else is just simply disgusting. I think I'm looking forward this year aufn real winter! Itself can do the non-believing I'd say, but I'd like to freeze instead of 24 / 7 to have the feeling, to schmilzen to myself!

Ah yes, and then I'm on Tuesday evening, escorted by Christa sweet way, nor to the Doctor because I after 10 years break again ne otitis had. I am actually sensitive net but if you feel that someone you rams ne fist inside Is your brain in gear and piekst -.'m Even then I prepared to go to the doctor
have And since tonight I present yet ne au summer flu, so ne shit! I barely slept, because every time I would eingepennt grad, I had to stifle the feeling because my nose so to is so easy and I can really breathe Durcan net mouth when I sleep. My throat feels like that of Hulk Hogan, my eyes sin swollen shut completely - I am present kinda glad that Chris went home is and made me so net must see the is really horrible - that is even worse than usual, and the means scho what!

Au crass, I Wednesday, the second Season of ALIAS got back and am pretty half by ^. ^ Where will it lead only.

And kompletieren to the Weekly Review -. Eating disorder Technical delivery this week and again> rather bad \u0026lt;

Joah so of wars actually roughly scho wieda, thought of would take longer but I think I'm kinda too lazy to detail to go and really interesting details gibbet da eh nich by this time so it is spared.

Up denne

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Lupus Rash From Driving In Car

Blubb ^.

Uuuuui I'm so hyper active level, which is solemnly take it again. I could tear out trees grad - na koi miracle I am now finally got scho ne whole pot of coffee drunk xD I'm used to take it again scho lang! Nju But when you wake up at 6:15 clock and full of beans is, something has to ma do so right? have xD
also suppress I hunger ^ ^ Yeah shit eating disorder -. postpone any meal as long as possible and I made it too smooth 3 hours, is likely to be new Rekort - so apart from the time when I've nothing eaten understood ^ . ^

Why I miscounted the really everything? Ah yes hyperactive - so wonder if I only non-nonsense and incoherent Zeuch I admit - is there at all n contrast to their usual

I tell it now for something completely horny? So I have been building so nervous Eeeeeeeeeewigkeit n notebook right? And especially recently I was very busy this topic because I latsch yesterday by the city at the "Conrad" as gibbet n offer n super geiles notebook for 599th Okay still hammer a lot of money, but was deferred sale - long story short, after 2 hours of deliberation, I am leased at the end with a Notebook under his arm out of there in 24 months. GEIL! Now I feel irrerweise whole again.

Is now net as before, that I would rather hang out in front of the PC to do than with what people, but at least in my "idle time" so I can play me now, again with Photoshop etc. tinker Awww cool!

Joah dat wars eigentlich auch scho wieda - baba meine Lieben

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

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^ well well

Well well, gestern war irgendwie n interessanter Tag.
Hab gestern Post von meiner Ausbildungsstelle bekommen - jetzt isses sogar besser das Christa die Woche nach Italien fährt, denn ich bin in meiner ersten Arbeitswoche von Dienstag bis Freitag irgendwo Nähe Schliersee in so nem beknackten Azubi-Camp. Darauf hab ich ja mal gar keinen Bock!
Und dann hab ich erstmal Urlaub - ey wtf? Bis 14 (oder 17.?) wird mir einfach Urlaub angerechnet, was solln der Scheiß? Ich hatte eigentlich nich vor meine 10 Tage Urlaub die mir bis Ende 2007 zustehen schon gleich am Anfang zu verballern, des kotzt mich scho wieder an. 
Aber naja, ich denk des wird auch daran liegen dass I'll not around the Christmas holidays to take, because, finally, the booming retail sector. Subba thing - well anyway but I put no real value to increase by Christmas so I can actually complain net.

Yes and Hattic yesterday a relatively eventful evening. It had just been the time (about 21:00 clock) Christa and I always ring together and finally enjoy undisturbed since the telephone, there's a knock and I was firmly convinced of is my Ma, who else would call me?
nee But it was for Chris - Mrs. Schmitt, the night shift she wanted to talk. What I truly hilarious was that Mrs. Smith knew she would be with me and non- at the top of the WG xD.
Ms. Schmitt said Chris to come times down, so we sin runtergetingelt.

has As turns out, Julia, her roommate, we went shitty relative, stomach cramps, and palpitations, which should Christa bring them to the emergency service in Elisenhof the HBF. I went with, we got paid ham n taxi, then shipped to the Elisenhof and ham ne da first time 3 / 4 hour in the waiting room.
Irrerweise wars there, even quite funny, Christa was psyched, and has totally loving care of Julia, was really worried (which also looked really like death) and has totally sweet when se meant then "As times get even the slightest idea of how I behave now if you'd Julia "aww xD

When Julia was then to the doctor there, she said" would not be so many people here now if I could smooth fall upon you. "Ask me dont know how they think in this situation so what could But I found funny xD And had the guys around us ham interesting features aufn faces as we once kissed. To be honest, at this point, I feel really good, I'm sure, for me, is this normal, non- I would brag about me or think of something special, it is easy as it is, I think about it even to take it again, so that the other is something that you do not necessarily see every day. N great feeling honest.

Anyway - at half past 11 we were finally back home with the diagnosis that Julia has ne abdominal Kohlik (I still find funny that people like that, I knew the horses have only xD) and it should not be alone so Christa and I on the evening so did not have time for each other had. * Sigh * the chamber were then both non quite as funny but, well, what do ma.

Ahja something interesting, my phone is unlocked again, the ham probably seen that they undermine there is n error, interesting, interesting. Njo goes back as long as I am reassured ^.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Making Latte Stovetop

Too freakin 'hate myself I

^ Honestly, I'm sorry, but this weather is really crappy! Who are the stand for? Last Wednesday had grad mal 12 degrees during the day, then suddenly over the weekend 36th I walk for a honest! I could hardly sleep tonight because every time I was a grad mal dozed off so I started to sweat and brutal of them to wake up again. I could spend all day in the shower, I hate this feeling all day and to stick now even the night when I'd fallen into honey. I get real still Koller n! Hopefully, today announced the coming evening thunderstorm!

Otherwise is the long-time again Tuesday, when I am not in a bad mood - the scale was kind to me today and has shown smooth 1.5 kg less - would have certainly . The crisis got when I keep having non only 2 of 7 days had my dinner ^ ^

Then I had the same at 9 my psycho-single - was hard - Eh revealing. Mrs. Hermann said that behind my irritability and anger in relation to Christa's reps helplessness hidden because obviously nothing I say or do to help her and then sustain this Geühl harder, I put a different feeling about it which I'm more clear .
Today was again a eureka moment at its best, I was hard put to ponder, but in a positive way, because I realized that I always react so really - what helps me now my actual Explore feelings to various situations.

And I feel cheated by not quite so, because actually I'm on non-Christian rage because she told me all about 10, but it hurts me and I feel helpless because I just can not do anything about it.

Today is the 17th ^. ^ Today in a month I am moving and have no home to me what "light" of concern. And today in a month I have come to the hospital - that is, then I have a whole year of therapy behind me - how time flies madness.

Speaking apartment or contraction - somehow I get there just slightly jitters. So not that something the contraction itself is concerned - but Chris pulls yes only 2 weeks later, means I'm in the time alone in the apartment - as long as I have my PC is likely to be overcome, because then I can deal very well and I'm always first with granting employed etc so I ne home away from 15.8. War can and equal in my place. Otherwise, I probably should go back to my Ma what I honestly anything but sharp'm okay, might be overcome.
wanted But Christa then still a week to Italy with their grandparents - what I can understand the reason, their family does every year - to Lucca go and make there holiday - but do not know one way I am then a week full of her separately, it is the my first work week and I somehow feel so let down by it. I would take it as real! But okay, nothing can change it, I'll you the finish is not sure she has so blasted as she told them.

And that has put me somehow NEN down because I just do not have such a thing - neither my family nor anyone else with - such rituals, n feeling of togetherness. will aurevoi

Saturday, July 14, 2007

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I do not even know where to start or say what exactly I -

Alright that's it for now.
Somehow I get the feeling from last-time's just a mountain, I feel crappy from day to day, would hide myself only, nothing more to hear, see and feel nothing in particular. I thought I'd get the absolute low point reached at which accompanied me the desire for death every minute and I hate that feeling.

And right now I do not have the strength to fight against it, I really fight at all levels, but these stretch my energy reserves are not easy, it is currently too much.

And I do not even know really why that is. I think a release is not the new group - body acceptance. The theme this week was his own negative body image, through which thoughts and actions automatically positioned to maintain this. And I mean clear to me many of these actions, as such, aware, but I can not drive out, exercise really is not really complete. But the analysis in the group really has made me again realize how much I really hate my body, my appearance, am disgusted before.

What holds up my negative body image?

first I wear loose clothing so that my bacon rolls can not see clearly. Clearly is aware that you can see my character like that, but not very detailed.

second I avoid looking in the mirror, because when I look inside I'm so hateful to my sight that I could smash the mirror and losheulen wutendbrannt because the voice in my head I just insults such as "Look at you you fat pig" zuhisst

third I express myself in front of photographs, because when I see the photos, my face we can see, I could puke real.

4th I do not go swimming because I was in a bathing suit my bacon rolls even see - with wide T-shirts I see it yourself that is any more than other

5th I avoid touching, even hugs, on the other because I want to feel my fat.

6th I'm usually traveling alone because I am the people I know, my friends and acquaintances who do not trust in the eyes - because I am ashamed of my appearance and feel as a failure.

Joah, these were the rough points. And I was so fix me apart pulled down really, right now I want me back in my underweight time - shit yes I went - physically. But now walk me emotionally crappy and I was able to endure physical pain better than mental

And Christa -. I love her but right now I think it is hardly out of her - just pulls me down even more. You are currently doing not so well - the whole week and I really just do not have the space in my head then I also deal with her still Balast - I'm really sorry, but we are now talking since last week every day a and the same - they wanted someone would do it physically hurt because they do not manage themselves (this statement does turn me fucking hurt) that she's not used to having it just hurts no one, make a new things to fear and equally little is etc pp . Every day, the same rates - I can not hear. And that's why I feel crappy then n pieces because I'm thinking, hello! She is your girlfriend, you have to listen to her, support them, help her. No matter how many times they said the same, so long until you feel better. But I get real - I know non - ne total rage when I think of it. I hate it when people constantly tell me the same thing. That made me mad during my Ma - the also tells everything double and triple. I can remember that even the first time, I just want the same non-story 10,000 times listening I'm sorry!

And these thoughts I'd like to hit against ne wall to do with full power down or throw me ne stairs, break me something, somehow physically hurt because my head just say, for such selfish thoughts you deserve it. Or, I was not so afraid of the calories and that I thus influencing Christa single negative, I would now like to get drunk really, totally full run of everything to forget. I just hate myself so much that I can hardly stand it ...

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

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Harry Potter Mania

Aaaaaaaaaaah super cool! I today was night at 00:01 with Chris at the Cinema and I have the new Harry Potter inveigled in English, really awesome xD

Scho but the mood is nervous with so real idea containing only people here who want to see the real, the fever executed as long as you have it themselves, this obsession can easily understand. Super awesome, some were even as capes on, painted many n flash on the forehead.

When the film then went off, all clapping and cheering and sometimes also gabs applause, that was easy n mega feeling.

And the film itself was great too. Not as dark as the book and of course, is mega much disappeared, but it was okay. You have the most important are purely made but it has once again confirmed my opinion that Guggenheim, the films simply non-sufficient, the isn nice plus to be able to climb really you just have to read the books - and I the books always regarded as something completely different, two completely different things . The figures look in my imagination when I read the books very different than in the movie.

But back to the movie: real this 2 hours ago and something went so fast and I was really all the time about 100% in the film, which I had long been nothing around. Usually my thoughts every now and then -.> Foods' or other crap, but I was really all the time in the world Harry Potter and could even believe that it should be the non-Been as the guy came.

And besides all the stress and tragedy, especially as Sirius dies (which Daniel Radcliffe played really awesome) and a lot of good jokes were in there that you really laugh out just loudly could xD

At the most brilliant I found Tonks, who was Although little while but in the scenes where she was involved, it was great!
Umbridge - woah that was played so well, really you could just simply hate. Always this end hicks giggles, these clothes, the facial expressions - aaaaaaaaaah. BITCH!

Oh was great, I tell you, it could then fall asleep about an hour net first because I so excited was.

Joah so and still nu ^ n eating disorders review.

^ n day was yesterday that I have to paint me red in the calendar. White and non-, up to Harry Potter was the day yesterday just simply sucks. First weigh - total fürn ass - was all but dropped back down from the scale down. Then I got
for weeks (up to Grainau) again had breakfast - the calories have I been saved and I had to force myself to beat that I will at some non-Ner other corner also saving on what actually went quite well until then had dinner. We had WG-cooking and Karen has "cooked". What any Peruvian. Cold mashed potato with tuna in between has nothing except for Tuna tasted and there has my eating disorder rebels - though calories, but those that taste like, get out everything else.
And in the end I got it yesterday for the first time n normal food and not throw up in a row vonne Binge Eating. And the problem is - once again -. I'm sick as somehow proud of it> \u0026lt;okay my affected side is proud of it, but at the moment is simply stronger. Currently I have to really fight again right to listen to the sound side. This is really annoying, it is so exhausting to constantly have the calorie calculator and I really wish you would take off the mirror in the bathroom, finally, the fact is right in front of the shower and I dapack the sight at the moment, not easy. Nargh.

Naju of the wars scho really well again, aurevoi

Saturday, July 7, 2007

Bluetooth Simple Switch

Old Addiction

So my treasure is driven home yesterday at 11 - the parting was really cruel! And I miss her so mad, I'm so glad when at last Sunday night is! I hope it goes well, today isse in Prague with her brother and I really wish her all without problem on the stage goes, it has a lot of fun and moving up too much thinking.

Last night I did without it quite well rumgekriegt. She gave me her laptop left there, so I have to play me once again realized how much I have it. Lange nich so much as spending time with Chris, but it has something.
I've the last year so much resisted my online life, against the PC etc - actually gave up everything that has meant to me then anything against the disease. My series as well.

But I see just who belongs to me. I like to play with one computer hobbyists, like Wallis, like playing computer games, online'm happy, happy to watch series. Is just like that and I also do not feel more defend myself against it. Yes, other sports have a hobby - I okay non-stop. Damn! We can all be the same net.

And that's why I've bought my last season of ALIAS 3 +4 from Amazon yesterday and geguggt same time 2 episodes - that was so awesome - I think much like the first cigarette after eeeeeeeeeeeeewigen Times when you wanted ^ never really stop. ^

And the cool thing about the DVD's is that I have the whole can now Guggen with subtitles, so I understand everything now, because if that sometimes have such a rage or said total quickly got I understood half not really.
In the first episode of the 3rd Season Sydney talks with Vaughn, who is now so, after they had disappeared for 2 years and all believed dead, is married and she has no memory of the past 2 years and it feels as if it that does just one day has gone by which of course can not understand how he could just get on with his life, she has given up.
And then she says so "You want to know how I am? I'm horrible, and then came a sentence which I always feel when the've seen without subtitles, and so have never understood what makes me mad but thanks to the super goile DVD's I know now that she says "I'm ripped apart". Yes
severally know the KOIN is a big deal but I find subba xD

So - hmm - something I had to tell still, though net really important. * Think *

Ah Well no matter. Man I'm so on next Thursday and then of course on the 21th In July rumhüpf * wildly * Harry Potter Mania pure geil xD Sau. I hear now are the 6 Book as an audiobook and then on 21 again fully updated go into the last volume to be able to.
And the film is determined au super, I'm always surprised how quickly all grow up, every time I can wet my pants laughing so hard when I see the first part and then the Pictures of the new film, the sight of such blatant from xD

Ahja now I know what I want to tell yet insignificant. I am currently accessible via I-Net Cafe online right? And since I actually buy every day by n coffee here and so slow I know the people here already, it has to take it again scho even say what I want, so what I find wrong always cute:) And today
has the type bissl talk with me, as he did not grade my little love bite seen on the neck and has said with Voltaren gel they were going to get away really fast - because he told me then the same still ne story as he found out that apparently he had mal ne affair with NEM Mädl, they were net really zam but if you then love bite from other people came along when we meet, was probably also not be so sparkling, so he has ^ given the tip of ner friendly doctor ^ I find interesting -. makes sense because the gel to be so for swelling and bruising to ^. ^

Man remembers how boring my degree or is nonsense but I tell you? Well I hear it now on before I even prefer the more glaring is xD

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